Tuesday, August 30, 2005

逝者如斯夫

在英国小镇上小住的时候,每天会听见稚嫩的音乐声。刚开始是模糊的,然后越来越清晰,来过以后又走了,然后渐行渐远。那个旋律,从此竟嵌在脑海里,赶也赶不走。后来听丽莎说,那是冰激淋车。有些失望,却也多了一份儿童般的欣喜,从此竟多了一个期盼,不是为了冰激淋,而是为了那一份期盼本身,还有目送车子在叮叮当当声中渐行渐远时,心中的留恋。

每一次看见路上晃晃悠悠从容不迫的邮车,遥远的时空就兜头向你扑过来。不知道什么地方,不知道什么人,把一样东西放进了邮箱,然后,就象有什么前世的约定,那一样东西就超越了时空,鬼使神差地,到了你的手中。

夜深人静的时候,偶尔能够听见火车的汽笛。那一辆火车里,坐着夜行的人,从一个地方,匆匆地赶往另一个地方。他们中的人,也许和我永远不会谋面,但在此时此刻,听着火车的汽笛的时候我想起了他们,想象着他们的生活,他们的苦乐,他们的目的地。

开车听音乐,可以是一种残酷。一首歌,一段乐曲,你还没有听完,目的地却到了;你当然可以停掉它,下次再从头听起,可是,一首歌,一段曲子,却是永远也不会再回来。

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Is this a reality show for Juzi fans? I have a feeling that it won’t take long before we know Juzi better than you self! :-)

Thank you for sharing your thoughts and experience! Wish this “self-publishing” experiment a huge success!

Lg

菊子 said...

Hi, Lg: (Lao Guang? How did you get here?) :)

No, it's not a reality show. It ain't about me. I just record what I see and what I think here. First thought it was the same as a web page but apparently it isn't.

This is more like a notebook. I write down my reflections on the books I read, some ideas that jumped on top of my head, etc. It's different from a diary.